my deepest sigh

last night my brother saw our dog, mars, lying on the floor...
full of motion...
trembling
it was scary
panic had fallen on our whole household...

mars was unresponsive
tears soon followed
and hasty trips to different vet clinics
that are closed...

i my mind went blank
recalling what i did with this creature
all the tasks in my to do list just went blergh..

luckily we regained consciousness and
we re able to sleep for some hours
with intervals of panic and fear

i can lose someone like this..


distemper :(

so my concern:
24 hours ba na may vet sa mga vet clinic??
pano kung mag seizure si mars!
ano magyayari sa kanya?
ganun na lang?
ano?!
CALM ME DOWN!